PSA #1

Just to let you readers know the photos you see are ones I have taken myself. I'm an amateur photographer and I want to eventually do some professional photography so just check them out and tell me what you think.

Back from the dark side of the moon

Well Im back from Turkey and for reason i cant help but feel different . Everything feels weird when i come back you know. Life feels strange over here I know it sounds weird but everything here feels foreign. I must when i came back within myself i also feel really weird. Its not that type of unfamiliar type of weirdness but that kind of mishaped and misplaced type of strangeness. Mentally I feel exhausted and I know that all these side effects make it seem like I didnt enjoy the trip , but really in all actually I did its just the strangeness of returning that is strange and all. But anyways Im back in one piece and thats good enough.

Just a thought....

While im over here I have noticed many beneficial things that could enhance my living in the U.S..Their eating habits I have noticed are very healthy ( fruits, vegetables etc.). Also their hospitality here can be a universal tool for peace... they hold the door for one another , constantly are trying to be courteous , and also hold their religious beliefs with the upmost esteem( now im not saying theyre perfect or anything but I must say they seem alot happier this way). I dont know why know ppl say America is an ideal place lol I think my ideals of it being a sad place could be true after all. But what do I know ^_^

Home? Just Maybe......

The other day I visited the Black Sea , it has beautiful beaches and the towns built on its coasts are beautiful also. But while there I had an experience that I feared yet loved, while standing on the beach toes in the sand , sea breeze blowing fresh smelling water , and waves serenly caressing the sand. As you all know I like to be aware of my surroundings so my sense were on full throtle that day and i just happened to notice the sand being swept away from under my feet and I realized that every time i went to stumble from losing my balance that the wave would come back again and push more sand under my feet . I realized while looking out at the Ocean at that very moment that this funny feeling in my stomach was once something I felt back in Ohio ,it was the feeling of Home. I was amazed that in a totally foreign country , way apart from everything I love I find a place I would make my home , alone and serene forever more. I FELT THE LAND CHURN MY HEART TO BUTTER AND I FELT MY SELF SPREAD ACROSS THE LAND. I was taking in the real essence of a home.